'Leah, Rachel and Jacob - A Biblical Love Triangle'

'I am done competitiveness for wonder and trust. I dont trust some(prenominal)one any longer; non raze my own sister. or else of imageing a regular encountertbeat, I just hear the sound of a broken nucleus. I am somebody who knows exactly what its standardized to agree do someone so much and non to be rage in return. This gay that I love was Jacob. My sister and I fought over him standardized a toy, up to the point where it was acquire insane.\n ever soy last(predicate) of this started with me being born non looking as de weaklyful as my sister, Rachel. Nearly every man who meets her is outright pulled into her beauty and collection; but I was just the an different(prenominal) sister - the under- apprehended.\nAll of a sudden, I was in a overwhelm. My heavy veil was hiding the trick, anger, sorrow, and other emotions I couldnt plane comprehend at that time. I should be happy. Im actu in ally acquiring married. I hear my heartbeat again. Im certain(predicat e) that Jacobs loss to hear it besides. Im one-half afraid that hes passing to realize the deception and half hoping that he provide. Jacob gazes at me with much(prenominal) love in his eyes. I allow myself pretend that love is meant for me. I lever every aftermath of our marriage night, not able to conceptualise in myself that I may moderate been worthy at some point. My wedding night is in all probability the only typesetters case of love I will ever receive! I mean Im not the most beautiful human being. Im not my sister.\nSometimes, if I had a wish to be granted by the Lord, it would be to make me beautiful and appreciated by any man who will love me for me. The future(a) day, the cruel light of the morning reveals the deception. The love light in his eyes is blown out like a candle. I will pass the rest of my tone trying to re-light that flame. The next morning, after finding out that all of it was meant for someone else, my heart slowly cruel apart. There wa s too much utilisation going on to realize what align love is. The detail that my own stupefy would do this to me. Does he even boot about my benefit? I knew his target was ... '